An unsatisfied human.

Humans, creation of God. Together, mankind is formed. What God provides are abundant. What humans want is way beyond the word "abundant". Greed is a unending "want" in human beings. Humans want everything, literally!

Let's scope it down to me. There are a lot of things in this world that is yet to fulfill and yet to achieve. But I just could not accept the fact that I can't. I really do agree that greed plays a darn important role in my life even with a good teaching, Christian family background. I still have that thirst to "want" more. There's so much in life that I want to achieve and if possible I "want" it now itself. That's a bit, in fact too much to ask. I'm hopping things would turn out the way I wanted-a perfect life without stress and failures, things that I "want" would be fulfilled without cracking my head of how to get it or keep on pondering when I could get it.

It's a nuisance come to think of it. Silly as a human's mind, greedy as a wolf's heart to want every single "perfect" thing in life. Now comes the ugly truth. Nothing comes easy. When you have something, you tend to lose the other. Sometimes, you get nothing. Life puzzled by God is never wrong. But questions above our mind will always question and blame God for it. I always ask myself, or good to say ask God why did he create us to let us suffer on earth for Adam & Eve's fault? I mean you already knows what will happen next, why you still let us make a choice? See..... Humans and their silly little minds thinking so hard for stupid questions like this. It's pathetic, but so true. Everyone questions. Everyone ponders. Everyone doubt. That's why creation and inventions happened. Why a single 1+2 can be complicated to alphabets and symbols. Anyways, why numbers are created in the first place. Questions are good. It serves it purpose but questioning God kills. So... So.... Am I still going to question? Yes! Definitely. One man's dreams and wants cant come true without a question. But always bare in mind that not everything comes our way. We must not dwell in what we don't have but look forward to what we can achieve.

-a story told to remind myself and you not to be so unsatisfied with life.- coz I'm barely coping with it.... Sigh~


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